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damn.
this is torturing me.
i cant take it anymore.
too many regrets in my life.
its tearing me apart.
last time was those peeps.
now HIM*.
i dont know what to do.
too many at one go.
why do you guys have to be so nice to me?
do i really deserve all this?
its scaring me.
and now.
i dont believe in love anymore.
i dont know why.
just feel like everything is so unreal.
even though im loved.
but im feeling so empty inside.
and recently.
ive been minding my outter appearance more than ever.
this is tiring me too.
i cant stand my fats.
i cant stand my skin.
EVERYTHING about me drives me nuts.
i hate what im going thru now.
i dont like it AT ALL.
not a single bit.
i hate my life now.
its so boring.
i hate summer school.
like totally.
and i wanna be 18 quick.
i wanna get outta this house.
and i wanna work!
i wanna earn my own money.
so sick of my mom using money to threaten me.
im willing to do any kinda job.
i dont care much anymore.
there's so many things i wanna do.
and everything is so messed up.
its frustrating me.
tears just doesnt seem to do any help.
its just ripping me apart.
enough of ma life.
its 4.36Am
gotta sleep soon.
i can bearly open my eyes now.
-the end-
- those candy talks.
sugarie words.
3:40 AM
